Love You Always

Baby #2,

In a few weeks, you would have been 3. It's hard to believe that almost 3 years have gone by since we lost you. I still wonder what you would have been like. If you would have been a boy or a girl. If you would have liked dinosaurs or princesses. If you would have had blue eyes or green. I know those things aren't that important, but as your mommy I still wonder. And dream.

What would life have been like with three little ones? How would you get along with your sisters? Would you have been best friends or would you fight every moment of every day? I'm constantly reminded of you when I think about the age gap between your sisters, who are 4 and 7 month right now. There should be an almost-three year old in there too. But I guess Jesus needed you more.

Little one, I am sure your days are marvelous and wonderful as you get to be in the presence of Jesus. But please know, down here on Earth, your mommy loves you and misses you each and every day. I look forward to meeting you one day.

Love,
Mommy

P.S.- Happy 3rd Birthday, my angel.